So we all have figured out that I have no life now, right? Well, here’s the proof. What would any normal socially active eighteen year old do on a Friday night? Depending on their preferences, I’d say they’d be out with friends doing something. Generally something illegal. [Of course, legality only comes into play when you get caught, heheh...] So be it partying, kicking back and smoking weed, or just using a five finger discount at the mall… Generally they’re out doing stuff.

But not me! Well, I guess it’s a good thing I’m not doing any of those things [anymore], but it would’ve been nice to get out and wander around with friends or something. But Naomi, my bestie, was busy with her grandparents and there isn’t really anyone else to hang out with… Or at least, there’s the friends I talk to occasionally and I’d feel rather awkward calling them and up and saying, “Hey! It’s Friday! I have nothing to do, wanna hang?”

Now, what really gets me is that instead of doing such a thing, I just sit my ass down in front of the computer and slide on in to my Gaia routine. Which mainly consists of bar hopping virtually. See, there’s a forum called Gaia Commerce in the roleplay section of the forums… That’s for all the bars and night clubs and hotels and whatnot. There’s even a brothel! Is it bad that two of my characters work at this brothel? [Although, yesterday one of them exposed herself in a very hilarious way before walking in on the Brothel Master fapping. Fapping, for those of you who do not know, is masturbation in internet lingo.] Anyway, that’s not the point…

During all this roleplaying of mine, I get a message from someone who seriously wants to see my naked ass. I should’ve expected this since he found me in the Brothel. Go figure. Well, just because my characters are sexually charged whores doesn’t mean I am! Eventually I got him to drop the subject, but only because I mentioned that I’d gotten into an argument with my friend Mario, the frat boy. And this brought on an argument about fraternities, for and against.

Now, I don’t particularly care for fraternities or sororities. I’m aware that they churn out some good people, but the vast majority of those people start out as the popular kids I usually dislike. I dislike the kind of games the girls play, I dislike the style, I dislike the general music favored by them, etc. It’s a big ol’ helping of ‘I DO NOT LIKE YOU.’ But I am also aware that not everyone is the same, so why should I loop them all together? When I first met Mario and found out he was a frat boy, I know some who would’ve been all, “Oh. Ew.” And immediately ignored him. But that would be biased in a way. No, I enjoyed talking to him so I merely mentioned that I dislike that whole scene. Because it is a scene, sort of.

Now this guy, his username and character name is Shadow, automatically said, “Why waste your time? He’s a frat boy. They’re all the same.” And proceeded to go off on some rant about how all those kids care about is sex, partying, and their social status. At first it pissed me off, because I’m well aware that Mario is not like that at all. So I started to defend him. But then he just started spewing some really stupid stuff. Like, whoa. So I do what I never thought I would and actually argued for fraternities and sororities. Odd for me. Though I was really only trying to prove a point.

So this goes on for a while. And then Mario takes over and completely disproves everything Shadow was saying, much to my amusement. But hey, Mario’s a poli sci major. I wouldn’t be surprised if he could argue someone to their deathbed. That kid knows his stuff. Anyway, while this is happening, I’m discussing it with another friend of mine who happens to be the Brothel Master, Angel. And I got a rather amusing idea.

So, I’m kinda chunky. But I’ve wanted to lose the weight for some time now, get back into those size seven jeans I was wearing in like, 10th grade. And I thought, wouldn’t it be so amazingly awesome if I lost all that weight and became one of those girls with an awesome body and joined a sorority… Just to be ME. As in, drive them up the wall. Sit there and play video games, wear jeans and a band tee everywhere, wear as little make up as possible, and kick it with the guys. Because that’s how I roll. Oh, and blare loud Motley Crue music every weekend. xD I’m sure the girls would loathe me. Okay, the guys might think I’m pretty weird too, but I’m fairly certain everyone thinks I’m weird. So that wouldn’t be much different.

It’s like motivation almost… Sort of… A little bit… I totally want to do that now. And when I told my mom, she said she used to say the same thing and never did it. So maybe I’ll do it for both of us. xD

I don’t think she thinks I’ll do it… But I will find a way!

….Tomorrow. xD